Long run

I think it's time to go, thank you for being here for me.

Goodbye.

Don't have my heart on my sleeves but with you. Opening up to you was quick like I've known you for years, being comfortable came fast, acceptance was easy. But I'm still afraid that this is a phase we both would go through together, not for forever but till something better is there for us to achieve.

Never thought we'd ever start something together and sometimes my thoughts amazes me but I cannot deny that I don't feel happy or loved - with and by you. I want this to be permanent - you and being with you.

Could never express myself fully despite being an (overly) emotional person but I'm head over heels with you.
I love you, and I do hope we'll go through everything, together.

Feel so emotional today, it's making me sick wanting to cry. Worst part it's all in my head and I cannot reveal how I really feel in fear to ruin things, relationships and how things are now.

Suck it up Mel.

I think if you were to hurt me, I'd hurt myself even more.

fatigued.......
i hear my bones cracking and my soul turning cold