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2012-01-26T18:06:00.001+08:00

I thank God for everything wonderful that has happened in my life.

Ending 2011

2012-01-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

Mind the puffy eyes, haven't gotten much sleep days before and haven't gotten much these days either! Squeezing through my schedule to have this up. Great New Years Eve spent with the girls, coincidentally bumped into Faranizah too. Miss you girls - Fiona, Ashiqin, Joycelyn, Preya, Gloria. See you all really soon! X

2011-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

What happens now; after years of fighting, waiting and struggling?

2011-12-13T17:25:00.002+08:00

I will give up if you want me to/
i will stop only if you want me to/
stop expecting so much from me/
i might just give up now

just stop.

2034

2011-12-09T20:35:00.001+08:00

Having a little cold, munching on dark bitter chocolate — my favorite — while watching Drop Dead Diva. Made an appointment to have my passport collected on a peek hour, making me zoom pass the morning crowds, my day was filled with my nose sticking into books. That is all.

Daisy

2011-12-07T23:13:00.001+08:00

i picked you up and lifted your wilted frame into the sun
i was taken back,
and by the time i caught my breath,
you had blossomed into something that i did not expect.

and if it takes all night,
i swear i'll wait,
for you,
forever.

sunlight, sunshine,
all for you my daisy.

2011-11-28T23:03:00.001+08:00

Don't know about you but I'm feeling kinda shy.
Maybe it's just you but then again, might just be me.
Whatever it may be, we will soon be free.

Dreams

2011-11-12T19:41:00.001+08:00

To pursue or to put on hold.
To take a chance and be bold or to back away and be low.
What are the risks I'd take?

2011-11-01T21:24:00.002+08:00

Empty - that's how I feel.
What do you call a home that doesn't feel like one?
Everybody at home seems to have their own personal business to attend to.
I don't get the way things are around here anymore, I doubt it'll go back to the way it was.
Home. Where has it gone to?

2011-10-29T00:39:00.003+08:00

I am real.
I felt my hand against your skin, the caressing on your back.

I felt my fingertips touch the mirrors on the walls, the stairs to your bedroom.

I wished I hadn't felt your skin so close to mine.

2011-10-09T00:36:00.011+08:00

Dear,

(unknown words never heard)

Sincerely.

2011-10-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

With shaky hands, she wrote how much she loves the people around her.
Tears fell upon her cheeks, wondering how things got this far.

2011-09-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

Many listen but never understand.

2011-09-25T12:35:00.003+08:00

Maybe I never have expressed my thoughts loud and clear.

I forgot

2011-09-16T23:42:00.004+08:00

how to be myself around people.

2011-09-14T21:59:00.005+08:00

I can not help but to emphasize the consequences of doing something that would harm the people that placed you so close to their hearts - in which you will eventually break. Please stop.

2011-09-12T21:43:00.001+08:00

I'm never going to have another first love. That one is always going to be him.

2011-09-09T19:41:00.001+08:00

You don't deserve what I gave you,
I don't deserve what you put me through.

2011-09-06T21:19:00.002+08:00

Love is an ugly terrible business practiced by fools, it will trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor. And what does it really get you in the end?
Nothing but a few incredible memories that you can't ever shake.

- Little Manhattan

2011-08-31T21:33:00.007+08:00

What is that particular point of holding on despite knowing you'll just end up getting wounded and torn apart? Is it worth fighting for when you have sleepless nights, scenarios that would take place in your head or the distant memory every where you set foot upon? How much can one handle, how much can you and I take? Is it worth the risk when you have a whole life ahead of you? What is holding you back? Nothing much, not really. You have these wonderful friends that may be by you, every step of the way but would you not be a burden? You are insecure and so am I but if you don't try, not one bit, nothing will change. Always wondering how things got this far, how things got this wrecked and why it happened - but it already did happened and you know you can't change any detail, none of it. Let go.

2011-08-30T22:37:00.001+08:00

I haven't seen you for a little bit - little bit - little bit.

little bit - little bit - little bit of you lingers through my mind.

2011-08-25T17:44:00.001+08:00

All the possibilities that brought us together are the ones that tore us apart.

2011-08-13T18:13:00.002+08:00

That one thought - able to break you into pieces - keep it away.

2011-08-12T15:04:00.004+08:00

Everything is important. Every detail.

Cowards in disguise

2011-08-06T01:08:00.003+08:00

2011-08-05T13:52:00.002+08:00

I don't understand how one can detach themselves so easily,

like nothing ever happened.

2011-08-04T20:52:00.003+08:00

I wished I never existed.

2011-03-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

"There she was, standing at the cliff, looking me in the eye before she jumped"

2010-01-08T22:58:00.007+08:00

And i thought 2010 will be a year filled with changes but all i see is myself and the rest around me getting their heart broken, but i do believe things will come to pass soon. things will be alright although it may seem its like the end of the world, believe that there's hope, you don't have to look around for it, your friends brings you hope, it'll find you eventually, there isn't a point looking for your "perfect match" cause your perfect match will find their way to you. we're all so young and delicate, there isn't a point crying over spilt milk though the pain in our hearts aren't bearable. it's time to focous on our studies, make a name for ourselves in the near future, create new memories while making friendships and knowing your true friends that will last throughout your lifetime. just believe everything will be alright but i won't promise you that things will be alright just yet, everything takes time. you can't expect it to be instant, it might seem forever, forever to get over a brokenheart, forever to reach the finish line but when you reached the finish line, your reward will be fulfilling. just believe that everything's going to be alright.